well i went to my first meeing in about 6 days whew!! i needed it so badly ....when i miss meetings liek this i can feel myself slipping into the addict ways,,,,,,,im on these anti depressant now and the are not making me feel any better YET! but its ok i have patients but i feel alot better in the last 2 days now ......a good friend of mine is getting surgery tomorow and im so worry,,,,,i cant really tell her cuz im trying to be strong for her but im sooo dam scared and i know she is too ,,,,,,,im starting to love her like my own daughter ,,,,,,,,,so all i can do is be here for her ...anyways beside that everything is ok my x husband (a active addict) was here yesterday and he said that he wants to quit too so i let him in my house but this morning i woke up and well some things are missing of mine and he's gone ..........that will teach me uh? ,,,,,,so thats it he's out for good he can go FUCK right off i dont need his shit i have to keep every aspect of my life sane for myself and the kids so ..........id like to thank everyu one that reads this and sends me messages thank you for caring hugzzzzzzz NANCY
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Nan, I am so proud of You!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! your so right, be wise please! I know it\'s worse when it\'s someone you\'ve loved, but let your #1 concern always be YOU AND YOUR CHILDREN!
What\'s your friends name and problem (if you want to share) I will pray for her too.
Glad your back in meetings - DON\'T STOP
Your too beautiful with to much to give to loose any of what you gained!
Luv, hugs and prayers for you!