well its about 7 15 pm and my shy ann let me sleep in till 2 pm what a angel shes so great i dont know what i would do without her ,,,,my son cody is gone to ma mother ,,,,mom and i are starting to talk again ,,,,,,as far as my addiction well im struggling a bit i just dont know how to let loose without drugs yet so but beside that i coming to the conclusion that i will be single for a very long time no one wants to be involve with a woman that has 4 kids  a already made family ,,,,,so i guess that will be my life i really wish i could meet some one tho to share my life with  anyhoo later i will rite more