hate myself for feeling this way  ,,,i just hope tomorow will be better  Thank you for the ppl that wrote me its 1 am right now and im feeling a bit better ......i know what i need to do when i feel this way but my ego gets in the way ,,,,,,i heard from **HIM** today it was nice ,,,,,,,i still miss hanging out with him so much ,,,,,,i miss talking to him about everything ,,,,but i guess i will have to move on ,,,,,,,not ready to give any of myself to some one aytime soon i sorta learn my lesson last time ,,,,,,,i have to come back to reality who in there right mind would want to be with some one thats got 4 kids and is a addict lol i sure woulnt so i can blame **him** for rejecting me i guess....anyways wishing eveyrone a other 24 hrs hugz night night see you tomorow