Well, where do I start?  My daughter problems are still here.  But one daughter the one Crystal that has our two beautiful grandkids, is now pissed at me and it's just not fair!  I'm trying to be able to talk to both of them, by talking to them, and not repeat what one says about the other! And I told them both I don't want to be in the middle of this bullshit!! So Crystal now thinks I went and told Shannon my other daughter what she said, geeeezz, this is crazy! I tried to explain that I am NOT repeating anything and also that I don't want to hear anything, but she thinks I did and now is not speaking to me! I think I will let the shit fly where it may, and I'm outta there! Great idea hey? Besides that garbage going on, my pain, and chronic fatigue, and IBS, are completely out of control also!! I seen my Dr. on Sat. August 18th and I had a very good appt. with him. Earlier in my journal I had mentioned that he is starting to do this I.V. thing. I will explain, he also said I am the worst patient he has with fmpain etc. Oh, great I am number 1 in somethingLOL. Soooo, he said keep Aug.30th open, as that Thursday he is planning to get me into the ER of our hospital and I guess a couple of other patients (he does 3 at a time). What he is going to do is very new... I go to meet him at the hospital and he hooks me up to an I.V. (I hate those things)  and slowly over 2-3 hrs. he gradually will insert lidocaine into my veins and body all over! Then I go home (he said to have someone to drive me home) and still have the i.v. in me and it keeps giving me lidocaine over the next 2 days!  I go back and he takes it out, and the few patients that have had this already well, 1 of  them that had a pain level 8-10 constantly, like me, has been lowered to a pain level of 2-3, sounds great hey? Then another patient that was bedridden is now up and around but still has pain, but what a difference! And one other patient he has injected had NO relief at all!  He told me not to get my hopes up too much! I guess it last for 4 weeks of relief to 8 weeks of relief!!  So, I am going to be doing a lot of praying, and I ask please could some of you do a little praying also for me?? I really need this too work, as we all do! If any of you have a dr. that knows about fm pain they may have heard of it, and try it on you too!  Wouldn't that be a blessing if we all could get this and feel alot better!!! It would be like a miracle, I really can't imagine being without pain at all, it would feel weird  (but great!) not to have soo much pain!!! I will keep everyone aware of my results, and get back to you all when I am able to go on the computer again!! Asking for prayers in Edmonton, Alberta, Canada!! Thankyou all, God Bless.... Susie, Suzanne, Sue!!