Some days are better than others, but this weekend has been trying for me. All she is focused on is when she will get out, she says she can't wait to be able to do what she wants, bathe when she wants, talk on the phone when she wants, etc.. Never once heard her say she is glad to be sober. I may be mincing words, not sure, but I feel so alone and it reminds me so much of when she left me two years ago. She isn't giving me anything to go on, no sincerity, no hope, nothing. I am sick of feeling that way. She may get out this week, I already feel that I barely know her, I am not sure how to continue to live with somebody that seems like a stranger, and on top of that a stranger that I don't particularly like, and have little more than "time shared" to go on. Sorry so gloomy today, sometimes the anger and pain gets the best of me.