one of those days

Sooo....Tim left this morning to go to his daughter's wedding and walk her down the aisle.  We don't approve of the guy because he hit her once.  And once is once too many.  Upside: he gets to see our granddaughter and visit with my parents.  Downside:  I have to stay home because my girls have prom this weekend.  I miss my hubby!  Downside 2: expense- rental car, photographer (part of the wedding present), ect.  Downside 3:  I did not get the wonderful present I am making done because some of my supplies went missing.  Downside4: all of my kids are losing it.  I mean, all four of them.  Major drama.
In addition, I have to get a lot of schoolwork done by midnight.  My nerves are shot.  I am tired.  And like a dumb bunny, I left my phone on the back porch and it got rained on.  It is not working right to say the least.
It is certain that my daughter Maria will graduate on the 18th,  Finally.  This has been a tightrope semester for us.  But it is official.  So now there is all of this extra stuff to get done.  She is not satisfied with her prom dress, her prom date. plans for her graduation, or much of anything these days.  I feel like I am public enemy number one, and she is treating me like crap.  I am tired of it.  It is bad.  Very bad.  She is refusing to take any medication, from her bipolar meds to tylenol.  Did I mention things are spiraling out of control?
All of this is going on without my love to hold me and tell me it will be all right and I am a good mother no matter what she says.  I am so frustrated and lonely.  I can't even text him because of my phone being out of whack.
Maybe I am overly emotional because of the Lupron they put me on to stop my ovarian pain.  Maybe this medically induced menopause is tearing me up.  But maybe it is just too much crap to handle even on a good day.  I just don't know anymore.