Update?

Don't know what's going on.  New Doc is not sure I even have BP.  We are overhauling my meds in a big way.  Apparently, they were so messed up they were actually hurting me.  So  far, I am sleeping better, without a sleep med!  That is the only positive, and could be because  I feel like I am crashing.  Depression in creeping in and winding its choking grasp around me.  Don't know what to do right now.  Will keep on keeping on.