Scared

My favorite teacher with three small kids has found a large mass on her ovary so Monday they went in removed her reproductive system.  She yesterday kept passing out, seems she is     losing a lot of blood so had 4 pints of blood today still not doing great.  Had 2 more pints, they said she MAY be bleeding internally so why give her more blood?  Why don't they find out where she is bleeding and stop it?
She is so afraid its cancer as her MOM and some Aunts have had cancer.
Than today my younger brother found out his back aches weren't from riding and training race horses at age 63 but a quarter size mass on his C10.  Now going to find out tomorrow how to rid it and if its cancer.
My Mom had two tumors on her spine this past late summer and went through radiation/chemo until earlier this year. 
OK I can not say if it rains it pours because we have had record breaking hot hot temps with no rain for the longest in WA history and we are all in the mountains on red alert for fire.  So I am not going anywhere to visit my horse trailer is hooked up, my trunk of photos next to door, dog leases and extra food ready to go, a bag is packed, cat and dog carriers set to go.....so maybe it will make me not need them.
OK GOD where are you?  Needed badly....