Been awhile
OH Roger its been awhile since I have been on email, anything internet because I just can not afford it. I am constantly worrying about that. I miss having internet so much I wish you would have left me with more financial security. Its partly my fault in allowing it also darn it anyway I knew back in my mind it was not what should have been but I just lived life not knowing you were not going to for a long time.
Well put in 166 foot of pipeline costing me $$$ just to keep Bill off my property causing hassles. He still thinks he can run me off for pennies. He does not know me. I think after this 3 yrs he is finding out. My cousin and his BIL came and put up siding on the quonshet shed so that will be protected from further weather damage. You were to do that but never made it home to do so, I just could not afford to hire it done. And I wish given roofing that came off Lost Creek so hoping it is enough to fix roof - it may be second hand but if it works it saves big $$ and it cane be painted. The roof on the Quonset I could not believe when you put it up you placed metal below on top of metal above causing roof leakage. Luckily recaulking each year will prevent it - a yearly up keep but at least I won't have to have someone come in and redo all of the metal sheeting. What in heavens name were you thinking allowing that to stay that way??? You died shortly after it was put up....SO I am coping doing maintenance on things - stressing I may not be always able to physically and financially....BUT I know staying now makes me feel safer here wish I did not have to live for the rest of my life all alone. I and Rose also feels IS this all there is to life now? I think it would be better to go but not my decision I wish GOD would make it easier - I do not feel he is listening. Trying to be positive is hard.....I read if you force yourself to be positive things come your way.....but I struggle there darn it anyway....
Having fun staying with grand kids they are so little and so fun....ITs times like these it makes me wonder if I should not move closer
Well put in 166 foot of pipeline costing me $$$ just to keep Bill off my property causing hassles. He still thinks he can run me off for pennies. He does not know me. I think after this 3 yrs he is finding out. My cousin and his BIL came and put up siding on the quonshet shed so that will be protected from further weather damage. You were to do that but never made it home to do so, I just could not afford to hire it done. And I wish given roofing that came off Lost Creek so hoping it is enough to fix roof - it may be second hand but if it works it saves big $$ and it cane be painted. The roof on the Quonset I could not believe when you put it up you placed metal below on top of metal above causing roof leakage. Luckily recaulking each year will prevent it - a yearly up keep but at least I won't have to have someone come in and redo all of the metal sheeting. What in heavens name were you thinking allowing that to stay that way??? You died shortly after it was put up....SO I am coping doing maintenance on things - stressing I may not be always able to physically and financially....BUT I know staying now makes me feel safer here wish I did not have to live for the rest of my life all alone. I and Rose also feels IS this all there is to life now? I think it would be better to go but not my decision I wish GOD would make it easier - I do not feel he is listening. Trying to be positive is hard.....I read if you force yourself to be positive things come your way.....but I struggle there darn it anyway....
Having fun staying with grand kids they are so little and so fun....ITs times like these it makes me wonder if I should not move closer
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