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 Well its that time again ya'll where I update you all on my boring life. Im still working with children, and I have finally figured out about being calm and patient. Soo hurrah for me!! Paychecks are a very nice thing to have, and it makes me proud of myself. -takes a deep breath- Ive actually done it guys.... I have scared the beejesus out of myself. Ive actually caught myself looking at wedding things, plans, set-ups, how to.... all those things... my god even dresses!!! I know most women will read this and think "What the hell.... you're talking happy thoughts and youre scared!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!" but my answer to them is.... HELL YEAH!!!   Fear is healthy. And I have enough of it. lol. WEll.... thats life to this point. Feel free to comment.