I want to scream, but I don't know why. I want to cry, and have, for no reason at all. My throat has been hurting, and I think I'm getting sick again... AGAIN. But I just have to tough it out because I have NO medical insurance, and have 13 cents to my name. On top of that, out of the hundreds of applications I have filled out, NONE have called me back, and its so frustrating, and disheartening that I about gave up. Im trying to find solace in religion, but even that feels empty and useless. .. Like me. THe more my stomach screams, the less I want to feed it out of spite. Plus the food int he house is dwindling, and I dont have the money to replenish it. FUcked up huh?