I want to scream, but I don't know why. I want to cry, and have, for no reason at all. My throat has been hurting, and I think I'm getting sick again... AGAIN. But I just have to tough it out because I have NO medical insurance, and have 13 cents to my name. On top of that, out of the hundreds of applications I have filled out, NONE have called me back, and its so frustrating, and disheartening that I about gave up. Im trying to find solace in religion, but even that feels empty and useless. .. Like me. THe more my stomach screams, the less I want to feed it out of spite. Plus the food int he house is dwindling, and I dont have the money to replenish it. FUcked up huh?
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i feel ya on all that bad shit..i\'m almost in the same shoes right now and it sucks...i\'d prefer to sleep thru it!
i went on a job site today for the state i am in..maryland..it was called workforce
maybe they have it where u are?
i hope u feel better soon
pat
HUGS, i\'m sorry Jenn. I hope your sickness feelings go away and you get better soon!
thanks guys, ive cried alot today.
Ahhh, hun i\'m sorry this really sucks. You really are a strong woman, let yourself cry all you need to though ok? Please try to eat something, get enough rest, etc to take care of yourself. Are there any food shelfs where you live that could help out with food? I know there\'s lots in my area but everywhere is different. Hang in there and be kind to yourself.
I\'m so sorry :( I feel you on this one. If you ever want to talk about anything, let me know ok? *hugs*
I am sorry you are going through this. I hope you will feel better.
Sorry you are feeling so bad, i hope everything works out on the job front, being out of work is crap i know, i am from the UK so at least we get free health care, it must be so tough for you i wish i could help in some way - to coin an old english saying - \'Chin Up\' - i hope it will get better for you soon - infact i am sure it will. Always here if you need a chat Julia xxx