Long time no type. I know guys. Well, I have some good things to report. I have finally learned forgiveness. I had to mature to learn it, but I believe it's worth it. I have forgiven my mother for not being around enough to raise me, but in doing so... raised me to be strong and independent. I have forgiven my rapists in the past who have hurt me SO badly... because without them I would think the world was a good and righteous place. I have forgiven my dad for all the times he crushed a dream, or shot down my ideas because without that, I wouldn't be a realist, but most of all.... I forgive God for taking my grandfather so soon to his side... for if he were still here with us he would be in pain. For all those things I am actually thankful because without those things I would be a much different person, and lately.... I like who I am. I like who Ive become, and I have no problem telling anyone who asks the very same thing. I am determined now to change. I am determined now to set goals, and follow my dreams, no matter who stands in my way. I will not be stopped Any more!! My dad can say anything he wants, Im done living my life the way other people want me to. Wish me luck guys.