Depression has taken its toll on me. I slept in until 230 this afternoon, then went to see a very dear guy to me. I picked him up from work so that we could go to martial arts training.... well.... before we went to training we had ourselves a very nice time. But so many smiles crashed down into silence. God, I feel as if my life is going nowhere. I am going nowhere. I was born and raised in the same Podunk city all my life. Yes, Ive left a few times, but always had to come back. For once I wish I could just leave the state, and not come back, but not have to give up those I care for. (chippy) Such is my life. Welcome.
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Depression can take many forms and put ideas in our heads. Don\'t give up just think about the good times and your good friends. You can\'t run away from your fepression, so take advatage of your friends and family and all the suppot they give you. You would miss this if you moved away. It is not easy trying to find a new support group/friends in a strange place. Be well, Debbie