ALRIGHT ITS TIME FOR UPDATES. I WORK FOR THE COUNTY NOW, AND LOVE IT!! ITS TAXING AT TIMES, BUT WHEN YOURE A 9-1-1 DISPATCHER OPERATOR.... IT HAPPENS. ANYWAY, I AM DOING SO WELL. I AM CLINGING DESPERATELY TO MY OLD FRIENDS (YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE) AND I AM ALSO TRYING TO FIND A COUPLE NEW GENUINE FRIENDS. IVE BEEN LOSING WEIGHT!! SUCH A GOOD THING FOR ME. OH, FOUND OUT TODAY I HAVE A LIVER DEFICIENCY, MEANING MY LIVER IS SHUTTING DOWN, AND THAT WOULD EXPLAIN MY PAINS. IVE BEEN IN PAIN SO BADLY FOR A LITTLE WHILE. MY GRANDFATHER IS FIGHTING. HES DETERMINED NOT TO GIVE UP, THOUGH WITH EACH PASSING DAY HIS BODY IS WEAKER AND WEAKER, HIS ABDOMEN DISTENDS, AND I CRY A LITTLE MORE KNOWING THAT MY GRANDFATHERS SOUL IS TRAPPED WITHIN A WILTING BODY. WE ARE NOT OUR BODIES, WE ARE ALL HIGHER THAN THAT, OUR BODIES ARE JUST A VESSEL FOR THE SOUL WITHIN. SO IN KNOWING THAT, I CRY A LITTLE LESS, AND KNOW SOON HIS PAIN WILL STOP, AND HIS SOUL WILL LIVE ON THROUGH HAPPY TIMES. PRAY FOR ME, AND WITH ME ALWAYS.
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my thoughts are with u
I\'m so sorry for what ur going thru. my prayers are with you
My thoughts are with you during this hurddle in your life.
good for you with the new job...wow a 911 dispatcher...what a wonderful job and something to be VERY PROUD OF!
Congrads on losing weight too...I know that is hard to do!
I am so sorry to hear about your grandfather, but you have a wonderful attitidue about it. He and you are in my prayers!!!!!!!!!!!!
Sending you love
It\'s good to realize that our bodies are just our earth bound forms that we take on for our time on earth. When we finally pass on we pass into the bright light of the Holy Spirit and go home to God and our friends on the other side. It is a much better place than here. From there your grandfather can watch out for you. All it takes is belief and prayer. I know it is sad when we loose someone and you will grieve the loss but it makes it much easier if we know that he is in a far better place. Try reading some of Sylvia Browne\'s books she is very uplifting when talking about death and the other side. She has many books out and they are in book stores and libraries. She also has a website. I think it is www.sylviabrowne.org. Also glad to hear you\'re loosing weight I am still trying I have joined nutisystem and my first order should be here sometime next week. Be well, Debbie