Pure joy. I separated myself away from him today, I let him be with her all day, and yet, I felt no jealousy, no longing. I was actually happy. Genuinely happy. All I need now to complete everything I want to be is a steady job. And maybe a few more genuine friends. Dont get me wrong, I love the people here, though Iwould love to be able to hang out with someone more often, go out somewhere even if it's just to do nothing but sit by a lake and watch the water dance. Thank you to those who read this all the way through. Comments??
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I\'m happy to know you are happier :)
I\'m glad your happy
You are stronger than you think. You deserve the happiness you feel right now, and I truly hope that it continues and grows. I would love to hang out with you, you seem like a lot of fun. I\'m sure a lot of people would befriend you. Get yourself out there and meet people, you are Jennheimrich, \"hear you roar\"!!!
I too love to sit on my lake and watch the water dance. I bought a Kayak this year for that very reason. IT\'s so peaceful. I wish you the best in everything.
Really glad you are feeling happier! I think you should go out and meet people, I bet you are a great friend! Take care.
Remember you deserve happiness.
So glad to hear you\'re letting him go and taking on this new positive attitude, this will take you a long way. Friends are really important but remember you only need one or two to fill the void. I know it\'s great to have your virtual friends here but I understand the need for a friend to walk with and enjoy activities. I also find the sound of water totally relaxing. Here I can be at the beach in 20 minutes. I also have a fountain, a little one, out in my garden and I love the sound especially if my wind chimes are going as well. Enjoy your well deserved day of peace.