Freedom!!!Last night there were no tears, no icy daggers in my chest, there was only laughter. There was drinking involved yes, but I didnt drink enough to get drunk or to even get buzzed. I had 2 beers. I freed myself last night. I went skinny sipping, I played board games, and I took myself out for a romantic dinner. God, cant every evening be the same as that one?! My advice for anyone feeling down, gather together a few people you absolutely trust, and go swimming!! I havent had that much fun in ... too long. I feel awesome... I dont want to loose this feeling either.