Today I wake and pray in vein for a good day. I have tried telling myself I will not let them hurt me anymore, and yet I still feel the icy dagger of betrayal protruding from my chest.  When will the agony end? Im ready for release so that I may be free to move forward with my life. I think at this point in the here and now, I crave male attention. Not the same as a father or a brother, but a genuine friend. Please dont think me a slut or anything of the sort, I am not. I have just always enjoyed the attention of males.. whether it's just to talk, or to go play in the woods. i miss the woods actually. Anyway, thank you for enduring my babbling.

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I\'m here for you.
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Why would we think of as a slut because you crave male attention? I\'m 46 divorced and crave male attention myself. I read your post and was quite impressed and just had to drop by your page. I agree about the kindness you are sure to find here. Feel free to drop me a line or check out my page anytime. OH, it will get better it time. Remember one step at a time, and while here you are no longer alone. Take care.
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I crave male attention also. I find it hard to be friends with girls. I don\'t really know why since it was a man that hurt me. good luck.