well, I madeit through my wife s anniversary ( the mass was Sunday). Hard to believe it s been one year. I was dealing with some anger Sat. and got into a shouting match with my daughter. We were both alittle tense on Sat.. We worked through it and everythings back to normal between us. I didn t even consider gambling which was a positive. Then on Sunday night into today I ve been feeling a bit insecure. Once again I don t even consider gambling as a hiding place. I guess I am starting to face my issues the right way. It s not easy but a whole lot less damaging. God s grace and mercy are there if you just ask. Don t ever give up. EVER. Stay strong and positive no matter your situation. Don t go broke spiritually. One day at a time. It can be beat. It will be beaten.