Another Day
Dearest,
I slashed my finger with the top from a can while doing the dishes last night. It hurt so much that I ran around in a circle for a while. Then I had to finish the dishes, no one to help out, so I did. Blood everywhere, I was surprised how fast the suds turned red. It still hurts.
I was doing pretty well today, got all the boxes down in the basement and dragged your work table out to the shed by myself. Sent out all the e-mails. While I was working on the e-mails Joe decided to play some Christmas songs on the radio. Karen Carpenter made me cry, she can sing the hell out of that song. I know what my problem is, I don't belong to anyone. And no one belongs to me. Well, I belong to you but you're gone away.
I think I'll write a letter to Santa this year. I know what I want!
We ran out of soy sauce, can you beleive it? After only ten years.
Till we meet again, Love you, your Ken
I slashed my finger with the top from a can while doing the dishes last night. It hurt so much that I ran around in a circle for a while. Then I had to finish the dishes, no one to help out, so I did. Blood everywhere, I was surprised how fast the suds turned red. It still hurts.
I was doing pretty well today, got all the boxes down in the basement and dragged your work table out to the shed by myself. Sent out all the e-mails. While I was working on the e-mails Joe decided to play some Christmas songs on the radio. Karen Carpenter made me cry, she can sing the hell out of that song. I know what my problem is, I don't belong to anyone. And no one belongs to me. Well, I belong to you but you're gone away.
I think I'll write a letter to Santa this year. I know what I want!
We ran out of soy sauce, can you beleive it? After only ten years.
Till we meet again, Love you, your Ken
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Well you did a few things right! Running in circles is good - cleaning up the blood was good. Hope you changed the dish water before proceeding to wash dishes. Crying is good. Who\'s Joe? You are wrong - you do belong to someone - his name is Jesus. Santa maybe able to get you a new supply of soy sauce but the rest is in God\'s hands. Rest my friend and find some peace - you have worked hard enough for one day. Blessings Carole
hope your finger quits hurting soon and heals fast....being without your spouse is hard, no one to share anything with as they aren\'t here....take it easy and I\'ll keep you in my prayers....hugs, Sandi
Don\'t forget your animals...they belong to you and you belong to them! I feel so blessed to have my boys, daughters in law, and grand daughters, but there are days I couldn\'t get through without my Jagger. He is always there for me, loves me unconditionally, and just gets beside himself with excitement when I come home. That\'s gotta make you feel special. And you get so much accomplished. During those first couple of months, it was a miracle for me to manage to get the dishwasher loaded!
Hugs,
Angie
Ouch. Hope your finger and your heart heal well. I think we all had some sort of melt down this weekend. I just got back from a long weekend at my sister\'s and BAM the minute I walked into the empty house the tears started.
Blessings,
Linda