Tuesday

Dearest, Had to run all around town on errands after work today so I stopped and got take out Chinese. I haven't had Chinese since the last time we had it, August?, July? I don't remember. I thought about you all during dinner. There is so much food! Thank goodness I have 10 million plastic food storage containers. You used to complain about how many we had, you should see the collection now. Was thinking about Stardust all day, somehow it makes me sad. Had that song "Tuesday Afternoon in my head today so I put it on, meh, don't know why it was bothering me then I heard;
Nights in white satin, never reaching the end, Letters I've written, never meaning to send. Beauty I'd always missed with these eyes before. Just what the truth is, I can't say anymore. 'Cos I love you, yes I love you, oh how I love you. Gazing at people, some hand in hand, Just what I'm going through they can't understand. Some try to tell me, thoughts they cannot defend, Just what you want to be, you will be in the end. And I love you, yes I love you, Oh how I love you, oh how I love you. Had a few tears, not to bad. I hate coming home to a cold,dark,lonely house. I just can't get used to that. I was supposed to e-mail Robin and Dr. Hans instead I ended up fooling around in my netflix queue for a long time. I'll just do what I can do and not worry about it. You were the worrier and you always worried about me. ironic?
Till we meet again, Your Ken
(Stardust - Every element in the universe except hydrogen and helium is created in the reactions inside stars. When stars die they expel these elements one way or another and the expelled dust floats around until it coalesces into something larger. Therefore everything we know including ourselves is made of stardust. And everything will return to being stardust sooner or later.)_

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I\'m sorry you\'re hurting so badly. That hole in your heart is very hard to fill and your pain to quieten. Try to relax and take care of yourself...eat...sleep...do what you must do for yourself. Your loved one would want you to do so...so do so for them...
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Stardust. I like the thought of that. A few weeks after Jim died our land agent sent me a plague with a star named after Jim. He would have like that a lot. He knew the night sky, if he was here I bet he could point up to that star and say, Look - that\'s me.
Blessings,
Linda
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I never knew what Stardust was. Thanks for the info. Funny, I recently got back in touch with one of my best friends from junior high. She reminded me about our \"band.\" We called ourselves Stardust. I didn\'t even remember that and have no clue why we picked the name Stardust, I guess we just liked the sound of the word. Here it comes up again and I like it a lot more now....
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Stardust...........paints a picture that in a way is very comforting............am hurting a lot too..........as we all are...this is the first Thanksgiving without Norm.....
Lori