better now

woke up this morning to rain,sleet,and snow. had a bad day at work when I got out it was dark, cold and misting rain. Perfect that's just how I feel, dark,cold,and misty. Had TGIF chicken wings for dinner, got barbeque sauce all over this computer. Is that a "t" or a bit of chicken on the screen? My fingers are sticking to the keys. Better clean this up, if Abby comes home and sees . . . I still think that way. I still think she'll be home again. I guess I'm in denial. I started the day of the funeral. I told the friends and family at my house that I wasn't going. If I don't go it's not real. If I didn't see it then it didn't happen.
Seriously I'd better get this cleaned up now.