day 2. i will try really hard not to think about drinking today. joined the menopause group last nite. i think alot of my problems stem from that. never ever read about the meno before, didnt want to get old lol.   i drink to give me energy or to get me out of a bad mood, or just to relax. thought alcohol was the solotion to everything, but not the hangovers and wasted days.               have had no energy for over 3 years, sore heads, cant concentrate,worry about everything, night sweats, and a few hot flushs last summer. no desire for sex, hate it lol. this last week real hot flushes, cant stand them. this will really put me over the edge, so will have to see the doctor, maybe get hrt. my mum was on it for 5years, said she felt so well on it. oh and been thro the periods over 3 yrs, either non stop and heavy or nothing for months.  And getting up every hour for a pee at night.............................