havent been on here for a long time. stopped drinking for 3 months then on and off. been off now for only 9 days, back on antabuse . they make me so tired and numb, then when im on them for more then 3 weeks will have to come off as i get really sore headaches. never mind they are stopping me from drinking again at the moment. need something positive in my life. its a year and a couple of weeks since my rock bottom. what a struggle!!!!!!!!!