Tired

I am so tired of all of this PCOS/Infertility crap. I am tired of the Dr's visits. I am tired of the needles and blood draws. I am tired of the bills and the insurance and the will it be covered (yes - No  - Maybe) I am tired of the I will get back to you in a few days (and then not hearing back from them in over a week). I am tired of the up and down emotional rollercoaster.   I am tired of never knowing when I might get depressed again cause I saw something that made me think of what I can't have. I am tired of getting my hopes up and thinking this time will work, then my hopes dying at every dr visit.
 
I can't deal with this anymore - I quit

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deleted_user
deleted_user

Don\'t quit yet. The best things to have or the things we work for the most. You could always take a break (we did) from trying and got into \"neutral\" (no bc no fertility meds). I wish you luck. I hope you find peace. :)
deleted_user
deleted_user

I feel for you and feel the same way myself. Maybe you just need a break to get away so you don\'t have to thinnk about everything constantly. My husband and I just got back from a week of vacation...I looked back over our whole vacation I only thought about babies a handful of times which seemed like few and far between from how often I think about it on a regular basis. I feel incredibly rejuvenated and HAPPY! I think it was great for my husband too because he\'s more up beat and refreshed. I know money may be tight or you can\'t get off of work easily but even if you took a 2 or 3 days off of work to make a long weekend that may help...and just go a few hours away. This could do wonders for you...think about it! Don\'t give up :)