Tired

I am so tired of all of this PCOS/Infertility crap. I am tired of the Dr's visits. I am tired of the needles and blood draws. I am tired of the bills and the insurance and the will it be covered (yes - No  - Maybe) I am tired of the I will get back to you in a few days (and then not hearing back from them in over a week). I am tired of the up and down emotional rollercoaster.   I am tired of never knowing when I might get depressed again cause I saw something that made me think of what I can't have. I am tired of getting my hopes up and thinking this time will work, then my hopes dying at every dr visit.
 
I can't deal with this anymore - I quit