Waiting

It is now day 33, my cycle on clomid has been 31 days.  I took a PG test this morning and it was negative.  It is hard to keep from bawling. 
My husband tells me that maybe it isust too soon... unfortunately that is what has been said ever time i take a test and it comes up negative, so it is hard to believe that it is true.
Now I have my brother-in-law coming over with his Twins and 4 year old and I have to make sure that it doesn't bother me that these two ungrateful people who are barely able to take care of themselves were blessed with 3 beautiful children, when I can't even have one.
Time to end the pity party and put a smile on for the world.