Depressed

     I have always felt I had control of my depression but these last few weeks have proved me wrong. I just feel myself slipping back into the depression all over again. I have so much going on with my life and at times I feel I have no one to talk to who will understand me. I am so tired of trying to figure out how to get the things done that need to be done when there is no options for me. I need to get a job, but cant find one and with this condition I feel afraid of if I will even be able to work. I live with my boyfriends dad and so badly want our own place but cant afford it if I dnt work. I am scared of leaving my son since I have been staying home with him all this time. I am just so stressed out and dont know what to do anymore. I feel I am stuck in this situation with no way out. Then on top of everything else there is still the battle with the IIH. It seems ever since my diagnosis my life has went from being managable t being hell.