For some reason the last few days have been extremely hard.  Missing my wife and daughter so much, I dont understand this, but my lose of my daughter seems to be harder than I thought.  Is it wrong to miss her more than my wife?  Is there something wrong with my feelings or is this just a natural way of grief?  I miss my wife of 20 years beyond what I can imagine.  The hurt is so hard and the pain just seems to not be letting up, in fact at times seems worse.  Is the fact that I went back to work a month after the accident and now I am in slow time so I have no work, allowing all the emotions and grief to come flooding in.  I just dont understand, other than I miss my girls so much. I know the missing of them will never go away and the love I had for them will never fade.  Keep pressing on day by day and lots of praying, thats all I know what to do.