:(

Well, I caved today and took a HPT due to insane pregnancy-type symptoms I have been having.  So much for not getting my hopes up.  It came back BFN.  :(  I am still pretty convinced that I am pregnant, hopefully I just took it too early.  AF not due for about 4-5 days.  And basal temps keep creeping up.  Much higher than usual.  I don't know.  I thought I would feel better after taking the damn test but now I feel worse.  Hubby is trying to calm me and convince me to be patient and retest in a few more days.  The wait is just torture.
What makes it worse, if we aren't pregnant now, we may not even get a chance to try next cycle because I am going to be out of town visiting my family for the holidays.  :(  This sucks.