Bored

I have been stuck home for 2 weeks after being in the hospital for 10 days with pcp pneumonia and finding out about my HIV diagnosis. UGH! I have rarely been sick in my life and always extremely active, so am incredibly bored being home for this long. I am a full time student (yes, a 37 year old student...I started late :)) and normally work at the college, but since I was sick, I had to drop the semester and take off work until I can go back to school (hopefully in January).
Being stuck home just gives me more time to dwell on everything and wonder if I am going to get sick and die. I know after a period of time I will adjust and realize everything will be ok, I just wish it would hurry up and come already!