Happy

I talked today about many of the subjects I have been reading about lately. Just talked about life, the mind, people, religion etc etc.
Someone then approached me and criticised me for having a rant and said my rant went on for too long and they got fed up with my rant about life and that I was being 'preachy'. 
I discovered a new feeling. I did not care what they said. I absolutely did not care. Not one cell in my body cared. 
I said I wanted to say what I said, I am very happy with what I said, I am very happy with the way I said it and if you thought it was preachy then that's your problem and not mine I was not preaching anything to you. 
Later they approached me and apologised. They told me they had other things on their mind and they had taken it out on me.
So many wasted thoughts! Infinite amounts of wasted thoughts! I have worried so much what people have thought about me and now I realise it was all in vain. They were just as fucked up as I was. Everyone is going through life and feeling the same pains that I have felt. Their judgement of me has never meant a thing. They have no right to judge me.
I decide how I feel.
How simple is that?! I decide how I feel!
That is going to be so much easier from now on!