Apparently he has had 35 women. 35.I cant believe there have been that many as he is quite shy generally, and it really has only been in the last 18 months perhaps that I have seen him actually flirt with other women. Anyway I am more than likely wrong. At least in the last week he has had me, Rowena, Jo and supposedly Casey.Lins says he boasts about them and even phoned one to see if she would meet up with him. Apparently he showed lins the texts from Casey to meet up with her but she told himto go back to his wife in one of them.He is also shit scared now that he has screwed a patient. Seems he had met her one time before in his unit. She was only his patient on May 4, so that one has been recent at least. And if he is doing her, then of course the others of late will be true.Even has one in WA but I suppose that is the one he had the affair with years ago that I found out about. And he is not over there to screw her, so I dont know why he would count her. Just the narcisism I suspect.I am very happy in one respect. Mark and Lins and Rowena went on a picnic at marks suggestion on Monday to wallerman falls. A 2 hour drive from Townsville. Lins says Rowena is just like a paper cut out. Sits there and says absolutely nothing. Nothing at all. He says it frustrates mark somewhat as he has to initiate the conversation. Now Mark is not a talker at all, so that will be a huge problem. They must just sit and stare at each other. Anyway, they got to the falls and it was late but mark suggested a walk down the bottom. Lins thought it was too late but of course what mark says goes. I have done that walk with mark recently and it is steep and I was pissed that he walked in front of me by 50 metres and did not help me downt the rocks or check that I was ok. I asked him that if Rowena was there would he have helped her and walked with her and he said 'probably' and I remember that hurt.Anyway, he walked 50 m in front of her. Did not hold her hand. Lins helped her down the rocks. She fell and cut her knee and lins helped her. On the way up, Mark was behind them but took a short cut across the bush and went in front and just left them behind. When they got to the top he just said "I thought you young ones would have beaten me up to the top". Then drove out of there on those windy roads like a rally driver. I remember the roads as I asked him to drive slowly repeatedly. Rowena just sat there and got thrown around in the car and said nothing.That makes me very very happy. He is no different.I see him as liking her because she is malleable and he can do anything, he will be able to cheat on her as she is under his control and would not dare to challenge him. He thinks she will put up with anything. But, he will get bored with that, and he will cheat more and more. Take more risks.I also see him as somewhat dependent on her, because if she actually goes, or leaves him, then he will be alone. He knows I am not an option, and that the other women he screws are really not an option either, so he is probably scared that she will leave. Not sure.Apparently the Jo woman is loud and is definitely out to get him. She has money too.Lins thinks I will have a difficult few months as he thinks that Mark believes he will come back to me and that he will push to do so. I know it will be hard for me, not because I want him back, but for lots of reasons and there will be frightening situations when mark comes down to the house here to see the kids etc and they dont want to se ehim. I have to be one step ahead all the time.Seems he is talking about taking rowena skiing in Jan to meet up with the kids, but there is no way that I will be part of her coming on a holiday or being anywhere near them.Part of me wants to tell her what he is doing, as even though I hate her, she should be aware of the sexual risks that he is taking for a health point of view. I cant help but worry that she may get sick as he will take more and more risks now. But I am not letting myself do that at this time.Today I go to a gp for all the tests and I am seeing a new Psychologist. I need to get myself on the path to recovery in the right way.