I am in the same situation again. Again. Again.I sit and feel sad for myself and he is in Townsville with his mate Lindsay and does not even bother calling me and when I call him, it is like it is an imposition and he is short and abrupt with me. "correct". "that is correct" all the smalleties.He and Lindsay are supposed to go to the boat this evening and leave for Hamilton Island at 5am tomorrow. I have booked a flight to meet them there at midday. To spend 4 days on the boat with them and others (a conference for surgeons - some of whom are worse than mark). I dont want to go really. I dont feel welcomed by mark and when I ask him he is noncommittal. "well, you have booked your flight havent you?" ' you do what you want'.I am lonely for someone to share things with . I have a bad cold and he can hear that on the phone and he knows I am sick but does he ask how I am?? No. Does he ask anything? No.What the fuck am I doing here and why the fuck am I going to Hamilton? I tried to call him again but his phone is to message bank. He and Lindsay ( and Lindsay cheated on his wife too!) in town by themselves. You can only imagine. And why on earth can he not do as I ask and tell me where he is? It is what he should be doing if he was remorseful and thought of me at all. But he does not and I am just prolonging the inevitable. At least before he used to talk to me.