So here I am at 8pm just as I thought it would be. He has not rung. His phone is turned off. I have left two messages to call me.He told me on Friday that he wanted to come home. Surely I am a priority if that is the case. I can see clearly I am not. I must let go and move on.I am tired of him not putting me first. Why on earth did I not stand my ground and say if he wanted to come home then he did not have the luxury of choosing to break it off with her slowly.I can see that I allow him to behave this way. I can see he does it because he knows he can. Well not after today. I promise myself never again. I will get by each minute.If he does not call tonight, I will call him at his office at 8am tomorrow and force him to talk to me and call it off then and there. He is abusing me again and I am letting him. I hate what I let him do.