Well i was right. I sent him a text to ask if he had paid for her to go to meet him in Singapore and he sent me a text back "Yep. Will spend time and see what happens. Hopefully it will lead to a final decison and commitment from me to our future"So after so long he sends me a text to tell me he is going with her.I am so terribly sad again from the betrayal.Of course i phoned him and told him he was a coward and that I never want to see him again, and I dont. He had the gall to say that it was not Berlin, and I had said if he did not take her there that there would be a chance for us to get back together. Can you believe that he would have the gall to say that? That Singapore is not Berlin so it is ok?I have been that person that allows the clown to beat me up again. I kept opening the door - I guess because i was encouraged to by him, and he has again beaten me up.I will never let that happen again.He is away this week and in Singapore with her. He met me there in 1983 and gave me our engagement ring. Now he is there with her.I know it has given me a final end to my chapter now, so that is good. I have to think only of today and not worry about all the other stuff.I have sent a letter already to my solicitor to ask where he is up to in it all. I know that my pain and heartache and suffering has no impact on mark, as he has betrayed me again, but taking a good slice of his fortune will. Money speaks success for him, and I will take at the very least all that I am entitled to.And I hope they rot in hell together.
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