Today is a my husband and I anniversary...I am not feeling that excited but i guess it is because I remember last year when she  was in my tummy and I had it all then..I am sad...I feel so much anger and sadness..i just want her back so i can enjoy all of her...I am missing out...I was so ready I look at all her beautiful cloths and I get so sad..I look at her dragonfly cri my husband and I made for her it was so beautiful in all the purples and pink...I hate what has happened and all I am missing out on....