Today is a hard day.For i miss my baby girl so dearly that my heart hurts for her..i just wish mistakes wounldnt have been made so i could of kept this baby i so badly wanted..I think that life isnt that fair and some day we will all understand our life and how it was ment or not ment to be........I think women and family who lose there children of any age..The pain is always there.. There is only one man that can help us thru it besides our husbands and family's is GOD. I think god never wanted my baby right off but he put  docotrs and people in place to help and when they dont do the right thing we all have to suffer...That is were we are all the same..I just wish for strengh to get thru another day of this hard place that i am in....I love you ashlyn so very much...........