Sun.

There was something about the way the sun came through my house this morning. In a way so different...I couldn't put my finger on what it was, and what felt different to me. It was the same as any other morning.
Bright. Cold. Windy.
The downstairs area of my house, in my laundry room, I stood there, leaning against the brick wall with the lights off, starring up at the windows. Completely taking in the way the sun shined through...it shined in a way so beautiful...it came in with a pink orange-ish light. I stood pressed against the cold bricks for minutes, which ended up sliding unexpectedly into an hour. I was intrigued. I didn't want to move, I didn't want to miss this moment...not if I could help it. I wanted to soak up every second I could. I wanted to keep this feeling inside.
Everything suddenly felt so real to me. And I was still trying hard to figure out what felt so different this day...so different than the rest. I wasn't sure why I even seemed to give a damn either. But I did. And I felt what seemed to be lust. I was lusting after the morning sunshine. I was soenamoredby it all. I felt as though my body was pulsing with the most loveliest of highs...it had me on my toes. And I was smiling.
I didn't want to leave that moment. That moment of pure okayness. I felt okay. The warmth inside my bones, inside my soul. It was all so okay. And that was in the most unbelievable and unexplainable way, so absolutely and completely beautiful to me.
I realized that maybe the morning hadn't changed...

Maybe it was me who had.

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deleted_user
deleted_user

I do hope this is the start of many mornings like this.


I\'m sorry i\'ve not been in touch much, i definately have not forgotten about you, things have just been a bit weird in Elliot land of late, but i\'m hoping for a period of okayness for myself...fingers crossed, eh? x
deleted_user
deleted_user

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YHBm_hi430U

\'Now she\'s changing the way she feels, about wasting her time and tears...\'
DaniellaXo
DaniellaXo

Xoxox