WHy

THe urges gone, laughing at an insane picture of my sister. The shook up of the past gone, with the future being as it is, changed new, bright, and happy. WHen I get out of real pain. You know what I am not enjoying having chronic pain while trying to recover as a recovering cutter. Not one little teeny bit. I am hurting twice as bad, beause whatever I did to numb myself is making me cry at the end of Annie for pete's sake. What's that all about?! Told my mother my plans to start ca in a year, making something out of my time. HEal people. She acually thought that was a great Idea. So I got a year. So I don't plan on hurting myself in any way anytime soon. Get me a pack of ice, and a heating pad. Heidi