I feel good.
And I feel strong.
And I believe there are battles to fight,
worlds worth winning,
truths to discover
and peace to be found.
So these things I will do.
With love and purpose,
hope and gratitude,
faith and fearlessness.
Because to do any less means the bad guys win....
AND I SAY SCREW THE BAD GUYS!!!!!

So this place that we love isn't what we thought it was...........
What is? Last week I got love and support from people I don't know, because someone I never met asked them to help me.............

Isn't that the definition of a miracle?
Will I believe in it any less because a couple of sad,
angry people wanted to exploit it?
I WILL NOT!


Will I give up my journal, which has begun to function like an artery.......... bringing life back to my heart, because a virus has invaded it?
I WILL NOT!!!!

Should I let go of these hands, that have helped me out of the darkness because one or two of them might try to mislead me?
I WILL NOT!!!!!!

There is a quote I can never quite get completely right, which is perfect for this time......

......."all that is required for evil to flourish is
for good men to do nothing".........

They are few and far between.....
in every aspect of every life.
Because the whole world is occupied
by people who are angry and mean.
People who will hurt us because they want to
and because WE LET THEM!
Nobody takes from us what we do not give.
I WILL NOT GIVE THEM DS!
I WILL NOT!!!
I will stay here and keep writing
and keep screaming out the things
I am learning to discover
because to do any less
would be to let them win.
And I say.......
SCREW THE BAD GUYS!!!!

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YOU GO GIRL!! I\'M WITH YOU ALL THE WAY!! We are suppose to be a supportive group. Like you said, the bad guys only win if WE LET THEM. I have found many friends,and helping caring people here at DS,and I hope I have given at less some support to those in need here in return,and hope to be here for anyone in need,from here on out. Hugs n Prayers to you.
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i got your back janine, i am with you all the way. this is the only place i can express my true feelings without a fight from hubby or someone who thinks that i am wrong.

i will not let them run me off the site.

{{{{{hugs}}}}}
jan
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Janine,
Hang in there, times are rough right now but with the help and support of others we will get you through this. Hang on for dear life sweetie cuz its gonna be bumpy