Today......
well, today I've just been pissed off that you're gone.
The hole inside me isn't shrinking. The great big empty that is now part of the life I live every day isn't subsiding, or getting any easier to live with. I just miss you and miss you and miss you and it never really seems to let up. I have moments when it doesn't hurt to breath. And moments when time doesn't feel like my enemy. But mostly I just hurt; and can't get through a day without tearing up and wanting to fall down. I miss you little girl. I just keep going over the time we had and it wasn't enough. I want more. I want you back. I want to know how I'm ever supposed to learn to go on. I want to scream, and rage and beat my fists against something until they bleed. I WANT YOU BACK HERE WITH ME WHERE YOU BELONG. Because without you, I don't think I belong anywhere.

I love you Molly........
Goodnight.