Well, we lost power again last night and I have not been a happy girl about it. You'd have thought that a million people without power 2 weeks before xmas would have filled our quota, but no.
Oh well, I am trying to learn to be at peace with the world again and today that feels like a possibility. So I think I'm going to be happy with that and will come back later tonight with a recap of how a day with "possibility" went. Clearly, the power is back now or I could not be here...........
Oh well, I am trying to learn to be at peace with the world again and today that feels like a possibility. So I think I'm going to be happy with that and will come back later tonight with a recap of how a day with "possibility" went. Clearly, the power is back now or I could not be here...........
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So in honor of possibility, and the reminder from anywho, I called Mary to talk about Molly. She said it was ok, and it\'s not. I don\'t think she\'s going to forgive me and who can blame her? She gives me these miraculous babies. The children of her Lola and Chopper....... and I kill them...........
I wouldn\'t forgive me either.
It was my job to keep you safe Midget........
and I failed spectacularly.
I don\'t know what I was thinking. That I\'d just pick myself up and go on. That I\'d get Mary\'s blessing and somehow it would all be ok. It isn\'t ok, it\'s not going to be ok and I think I would hate me forever if I were
her. So maybe I\'ll just pull back a bit and rest inside my shell again.....
because it was crazy to think it wasn\'t going to get worse before it got any better.