Ok it's Saturday............
I was awake at 4:00am (good thing too because school starts Tues and I have to go back to the pre-dawn wake up) and I don't want to crawl in a hole and die. I think I'm even ready to venture back out into the world. Found my new license. Can't find the debit card. So I'll call it in this morning and order a new one. Gee, I wonder what'll get thrown at me today? I am, after all, the windshield/grill of my own life these days so I'm catching every bug, torrential downpour, flying rock, oh...... and bad wipers..... or no wiper fluid, or great big huge (I've been holding it for weeks just to blanket your windshield) seagull poop!!!!!!!! THAT'S IT!!! That's the metaphor (or similie I always get those mixed up) for the 2006 holiday season: I am the windshield....... life has just been seagull poop!!!!!!!............. Wow, isn't that just crappy? Ha ha ha, LOL.......... Ok, clearly I need to find something to do with myself besides this. Knowing me, I'll be back tonight.
I love you Molly. You are always in my heart.
I was awake at 4:00am (good thing too because school starts Tues and I have to go back to the pre-dawn wake up) and I don't want to crawl in a hole and die. I think I'm even ready to venture back out into the world. Found my new license. Can't find the debit card. So I'll call it in this morning and order a new one. Gee, I wonder what'll get thrown at me today? I am, after all, the windshield/grill of my own life these days so I'm catching every bug, torrential downpour, flying rock, oh...... and bad wipers..... or no wiper fluid, or great big huge (I've been holding it for weeks just to blanket your windshield) seagull poop!!!!!!!! THAT'S IT!!! That's the metaphor (or similie I always get those mixed up) for the 2006 holiday season: I am the windshield....... life has just been seagull poop!!!!!!!............. Wow, isn't that just crappy? Ha ha ha, LOL.......... Ok, clearly I need to find something to do with myself besides this. Knowing me, I'll be back tonight.
I love you Molly. You are always in my heart.
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Ok, this is getting uncanny. Sorry to one-up you (as daughters of martyr mothers, we can\'t help but compare miseries), but I too am out of wiper fluid and have been putting off for days putting more in. Not sure how to do it, but I knew how in my last car. True I don\'t have seagulls to poop on my windshield, but with the partial snow we had last week, it was just enough liquid to stir the dirt around and so I can barely see through my windshield!
Why do you insist on blaming yourself for the shit happening around you? It happens! Whether you\'re depressed or not! There are so many things we have absolutely no control over. I use the Serenity Prayer regularly and even have it taped to my bathroom mirror. It goes;
God, Grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change. Courage to change the things I can and Wisdom to know the difference. It doesn\'t matter if you\'re religious or not because by what I\'ve read of you, you truly are a spiritual being. Be kind to yourself and block out all the eggheads who try to put that \"seagull poop\" on your windshield.