So frustrated.  I need a new family doctor because I can not handle the clinic I go to or the doctor anymore.  That said however, there aren't really any doctors here taking new patients unless it's prenatal/obstetrical which is very obviously not my issue currently.  So now I'm out of some of my meds, will run out of some others, and can't get in for a few weeks.  My pharmacy tried get her to fax a prescription to them but she won't fill it unless I go in to see her even though it's something that's been prescribed every month for years now and she never checks anything even closely related to that issue any of the times I'm there.  The other that I'll be running out of is to treat the anal fissures and that's been something regularly prescribed for over a year now too that she doesn't need to check every single time.  Ugghhh.  I'm just so frustrated and needing to vent because for some reason it's making me way more upset then it should be.  I'm just tired of dealing with things and just starting to get back on track mentally and everything just seems effed up.