copying and pasting my FB status because too tired to do anything else:
 
just not feeling myself lately...not sure what that's all about... may be just a season I have to go through, maybe just tired, maybe just sick and tired of being sick and tired and always having something physically not cooperating, maybe just a combination of everything...regardless it is what it is, I just don't feel myself. I know my issues are nothing compared to what many go through day in and day out but all the same they are what I deal with and they are wearing on me and I'm tired of trying to stay positive and stay strong...I'm frustrated that my body doesn't let me do some of the things I want to do and that I get so tired out so easily, I so want to be able to keep up and do what other people my age are able to do and not need to worry about how if I overdo it one day I will be paying for it for multiple days to come... when do I get to enjoy life to the fullest?! I didn't get to as a teenager/young adult because of mental issues and now it seems I can't as an adult because of physical issues. I don't want to complain, I really don't. I'm just so beyond frustrated with things right now. I want to be able to be able to work or at least volunteer on a semi-regular basis, I want to be able to go out shopping or even just keep up on basic housework and not feel completely drained...I want to feel like it's not a fight every day just to get out of a bed and do anything that seems semi productive. When do I get that chance? Ughhh. Sorry for the rant...just having an off day.