I should be sleeping but that won't be happening with the level of firey burning itching going on....I'm trying so hard not to scream, cry, and scratch.  I want to go sit outside in a snowbank.  I'm doing everything I can...and it seems to get slightly better and than a few hours later it's as bad as ever.  I don't know what to do.  Tuesday can't come soon enough.  I tried Melagel tonight because it's more or less natural and has tea tree oil in it...but man alive...  it did feel better for a minute but then it went to way way way worse.  Maybe it's going to have to get worse to get better and these worse feelings are it starting to heal... I don't know... but it's pure torture.  I'm thinking if there was some way to bottle this up and market it to torture the truth out of people someone might make a lot of money.... it would certainly make me give in and do about anything that I might think would give me relief.  I feel a whole new level of sympathy for babies who get diaper and/or yeast rashes and they can't understand why they hurt and burn and they're too little to understand or help themselves.  I hope no child I know ever has to go through this...and if they do that it is very very very short lived and gone quickly.