Pepper did extremely well at the SPCA. She was adopted within 5 days of being there and those who met her fell in love with her. Does a foster momma's heart proud to hear these things and know she was only there a short time.
I've been doing well overall. I've been feeling low and really depressed today though....I even thought how I wished I had enough sleep meds to od on...which isn't how I typically think anymore. I do have sleep meds...just not an amount that would do anything other then make me feel drowsy and drugged tomorrow.
I have an appointment tomorrow with Housing Support through the organization that I currently live with. I want to move....SO BAD. There is far too much drama around here...and it's not good emotionally. The apartment itself is fine.
I have a regular doctor appointment on Friday that I can't wait for. Well I can...except that I'm still having ass troubles and it's driving me up the wall. I've been trying to get in for quite awhile and she's just been too booked up. That's really the biggest issue right now. I think it's still anal fissures that won't completely heal. They're not as bad, in some ways, as before...but they are starting to get bad again. And the intense itch is like nothing I can explain. I know this is TMI and it's disgusting...but I end up having to use a q-tip and some medication on it and going up a little bit and just scratch because I just need some sort of relief. I'm not even lying/joking when I say that little bit of relief is almost as good as an orgasm. LOL. Anyway...hoping the doctor can figure something out to give me some relief and that they can heal up so it's no longer a problem. I'm sure if it wasn't for the fact you have to poop that they'd be healed up by now. I don't let myself get constipated but still things are just not right. My ass can't take much more.
Okay...enough of that. I just really needed somewhere to vent about that...and that is way way way TMI for facebook. LOL.
Well...I should go...it's almost 1am and I should be going to bed.
Goodnight
I've been doing well overall. I've been feeling low and really depressed today though....I even thought how I wished I had enough sleep meds to od on...which isn't how I typically think anymore. I do have sleep meds...just not an amount that would do anything other then make me feel drowsy and drugged tomorrow.
I have an appointment tomorrow with Housing Support through the organization that I currently live with. I want to move....SO BAD. There is far too much drama around here...and it's not good emotionally. The apartment itself is fine.
I have a regular doctor appointment on Friday that I can't wait for. Well I can...except that I'm still having ass troubles and it's driving me up the wall. I've been trying to get in for quite awhile and she's just been too booked up. That's really the biggest issue right now. I think it's still anal fissures that won't completely heal. They're not as bad, in some ways, as before...but they are starting to get bad again. And the intense itch is like nothing I can explain. I know this is TMI and it's disgusting...but I end up having to use a q-tip and some medication on it and going up a little bit and just scratch because I just need some sort of relief. I'm not even lying/joking when I say that little bit of relief is almost as good as an orgasm. LOL. Anyway...hoping the doctor can figure something out to give me some relief and that they can heal up so it's no longer a problem. I'm sure if it wasn't for the fact you have to poop that they'd be healed up by now. I don't let myself get constipated but still things are just not right. My ass can't take much more.
Okay...enough of that. I just really needed somewhere to vent about that...and that is way way way TMI for facebook. LOL.
Well...I should go...it's almost 1am and I should be going to bed.
Goodnight
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