Tonight is my first night in my new place. I'm not sure how I feel. Sad, really. I know good things are in store but change is hard for me. It's definitely quieter here and darker....good things for sleep. The apartment is small, my space is small (but cozy), but it's homey. The cats I love but my allergies not so much. Getting to a bus stop means a very hilly walk....not sure how long it will take yet. On the otherhand my new roommate is a wonderful lady and she does have a car so I won't always need to take the bus. I know this is were God wants me...He opened this door and closed all the others. I think right now I'm just feeling overwhelmed. I don't want this to trigger anything or slip me up...so I am a bit scared. I put on my brave face all day...but now that I'm alone (new roommate is working back-shift)...I just want to cry. But I will be okay. God will see me through.