Was in the hospital for a couple nights this past weekend.  Been trying to keep busy since I got out.  Haven't really been able to do much though.  I'm on a new med for sleep and it does work (took awhile...my psychiatrist started me on it a little over a week ago) but I have really bad daytime drowsiness.  So I have been getting out a little more then I was pre-admission...but still not as much as I was before this low period started.  
 
Today's been a rough day...just woke up feeling depressed right from the start and then fell asleep and almost missed an appointment.  Church was good this evening though...well...it was....but I just wasn't into it.  I wanted to be.  I feel like I'm doing something wrong that I can't feel God's love around me...even with people telling me it's there.  I actually felt worse at church tonight then before I went.  I think it's just attacks from the enemy though.  I'm not sure yet if I'm going to go to tomorrow nights service.  There's a service Saturday evening, Sunday Morning, and John Arnot (not sure of the spelling) is going to be at our church Monday evening.  So I'll see what I feel led to do come tomorrow.
 
Also tomorrow is painting at Clay Cafe...a group I am a member of is going up and they're covering the cost so we get to paint whatever pottery we'd like.  Not sure what I'll do yet.  Last time I was at Clay Cafe I painted Gerber Daisies.  They turned out really nice.  May do a couple more of them...or since the group is covering the cost and those are super cheap I may do something different.  It's fun though....except I'm so indecisive it takes me forever to figure out what I'm doing.  Lol.